I am bad at updating

A lot has happened since I last updated this blog. One is that I've been trying out other blogs like Tumblr, etc. But I think I'm sticking with this since it's the most easy to use.


Lately, I have been so tired at work. The physical and mental work load I can handle, but the emotional load? Wow. Who would want to be reprimanded and scolded at EVERYDAY? Despite the restless working days, the stress of getting so, so many things done with just limited time, and the hard work and pain you put into something-- it never seems enough. It never seems to be right.

Someone told me that if I quit, I would just be like the rest-- complaining about how hard work is, not getting enough praise, pay, incentives, or whatever, then sooner or later.... that person quits. A quitter. A quitter when things go bad. A failure.

Well. I told that person that this was DIFFERENT. I told him that if ever I leave, it was just because, in my heart, I know that things would be better some place else... Some place where I could enjoy and actually be good at something. Some place where I don't feel that I have to "work", but to "play" and have fun. And in the morning, I would actually (and at last) wake up excited to go to work because I love what I'm doing.

And if that is the case: WHAT COULD POSSIBLY BE WRONG WITH THAT?

People may think I'm being too idealistic. It's an unfair world, and usually, people don't get the job that they love. Instead, for survival purposes, people just accept what they already have at hand-- unable to take chances and risks. Yes, I do agree with that. But.... I think I would rather try and fail than being safe all along and not knowing the outcome if I would have tried. I don't know. Life is too precious to not make the most out of it.

I remember Romans 8:28: if God is for you then who can be against you?

Maybe the major major thing here is just to trust in God whatever happens. Maybe that's what sets me apart. I can let go (and take hold) of things because I know that I have a super powerful, gracious, and good God to back me up when things go wrong. Hooray to that!

The End.:)